Daily Devotional - By Gabby Botts
Genesis 50:20 “You
intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now
being done, the saving of many lives.”
As some of you might
know, I attended winter camp at Thousand Pines with the junior high and high
school group of our church a few weekends ago. It wasn’t the original plan, and
I was a last minute fill in when the girls’ counselor got sick. In the spirit of
being honest here, I will tell you that when Devin our youth pastor called me
on that Friday afternoon to ask if I could go, I told him to pencil me in as a
“last resort” if he couldn’t find anyone else to go. A few hours later I got
the call that I was indeed...the last resort. I ended up having 15 minutes to
pack a bag (I forgot a few things) and I was on my way packed tightly into a
minivan with Devin and the teenagers heading up the mountain! Did I mention the
theme of the weekend was “Messy”? How appropriate. I prayed to God I could put
myself aside and be a vessel, used by Him to serve these kids in any way
possible. Fast forward to the end of the weekend, and I know that God
used the situation for His good, to accomplish His purposes, and we all ended
up having an amazing time learning and growing together. Now, I by no means am
implying that this situation was one in which someone “intended to harm me”--I
don’t think Devin is that cruel ;). But it’s a very small example of a way in
which I have seen God work lately, in a situation I didn’t ask to be in. This
passage, which was the theme verse of the weekend, is about Joseph, and he
certainly was thrown into several horrific situations through no fault of his
own where people did try to harm him. His jealous brothers sold him into
slavery, he ended up later being thrown into jail because his master’s wife
falsely accused him of rape, he helped a man in prison be able to get out but
then that man forgot all about him once he was free...I could go on. But
through it all, Joseph never seemed to complain, never asked “why me?”, never
lost his hope or faith in God, and (probably most impressive to me) never
plotted or got revenge on his brothers for what they did to him. He says this
verse to his brothers instead--”You intended to harm me, but God intended it
for good.” How powerful is that response?!
Many things may happen
in our lives that are out of our control. This is, unfortunately, a part of
life in a sin-filled world. What is in our control is what we choose to
do about the situation we’re in, or the reaction that we have to our “mess”
that we’re currently in. We might have to wait long periods of time until we
see God’s plan and the good that can come from our struggle, like Joseph did.
It might not make sense to us in the moment. What lessons can we learn from
this “mess” in the meantime? Do we trust God enough to be patient to see the
good that can come from the bad? It’s hard, for sure. The notes from the Life
Application Study Bible says that having the kind of faith like Joseph did
takes a lot of practice, like exercising a “faith” muscle which only gets
stronger with time. The speaker at the camp said something that stuck with me:
“God will write a beautiful story of your life, if only you are willing to give
Him the pen.” While I was a little confused at first as to what the “pen” was
in this case, I think it’s a metaphor for us always wanting to be in control of
our destinies. May we all be a little more like Joseph was in this instance,
hand over the “pen”, and flex our faith muscles! His ways are higher than our
ways. Hope to see you all Sunday at church.
Gabby